Numb

in the face... due to a visit at the dentist this morning.
I think I nearly passed out for a minute there but it eventually worked out.

For Maria's party on Saturday "X-mas i July" I'm supposed to get something redand soft for a guy... Right now I have no idea what to get but I'll take a tour round town after work today and try to find something. Hannah is getting something blue and soft...
It's a really great idea Ithink. I was thinking about throwing a party where the guests had to bring at least 1 person noone else knows...This opens for some really new and exciting introductions I believe.

So, talked to J yesterday on the phone. He called me for some reason, will never understand why...
All this is not about him... it's about the fact that I've had 2 really tough years and once I stop and rest it all catches up with me. I guess I should explain that to him so we can stay friends. In some weird way I think he understands me...
Will see J on Saturday - wonder when he'll tell me about his new girfriend...

Will call A, he is after all a shrink ;), and get some advice on how I shall handle this situation.

Oh, got this guy after me at Spraydate he claims to be rich and "all that" and my "dreamman". Yeah right, if you're not Lenny K - leave :)

Stopped by sis' place yesterday and uplaoded the photos from Portugal. Will try to post some pics here. We are all meeting to talk about what went wrong in the Porto-house. Something has happend to the gang and this is not a positive something. I don't know if it was because Maria came along or what but we need to figure it out so that we can keep meeting and travellin glike we do. Next year (if it'll be a next year) I will lobby for France: a few days in Paris and then somewhere else.

Worked on my 500 -list yesterday. It's quite easy to get the first 2 or 3 but I guess it will be harder as I go along.

Nothing to do today at work and no office-hottie to watch either. Wonder where he is.
Had this dream last night: Martin and I had for some reason to share a hotelroom and he was sleeping on the couch. Woke up in the middle of he night so sure that he was in my apartment... Strange - wonder what it means.

Hmmm, what shall I wear to the party on Saturday??? Need to wear my new fab white shoes - but what else? Have to depend a bit on the weather. Today it's quite cold and rainy actually...

Well, have a nice day and take care

Love/E

Song of the day: Numb - Linkin Park